Saturday

Surprisingly,today's day were awesome plus cibai. Comic Strip performance brought alot of people to come down to esplanade to see them perform. Alot people. Esplanade was packed with scene kids,mat reps, skinheads, ska. So ya. I happened to see 'everyone' there. Saying hi here and there. Hugs and kisses given. Lol. It was fun though. I don't really enjoy the performance. Not that they are not good, it's just that im not so interested. Ok so what right? WHO GIVES? haha.
Make new friends and all. And the sweet thing is that, me and Fatin <3 wore the same top. Not exactly same la, just that it is Long sleeve yellow color shirt. UNplanned okay. LOL. So much for a coincidence.

Was about to leave esplanade when raihan approached me. He said something that upset my heart. I pity him so much. Budak-budak merepek yg buat hal ni, jalan sudah.MTL. [merepek tak layan!] Im so f**king pissed with them. Especially this one, whom i always hang out with and melekat with when i went out with them. You actually betrayed your own friend la seh. Gee. Okay da. Fullstop.

Took taxi with Raihan and Zul to Taka to meet Eek. Eek now working. And im already like a 'Boyfren' to her. Cos i will pick her up after work and we will go back together after that. haha. lol. Ate outside Paragon. And you wouldnt expect whom i actually saw. I saw THAT GOBLIN. And what he did to me? He IGNORED me. I was like wtf?! Text him then he replied, "sorry ah penunggu masjid hahahaha!" I was really damn pissed with him sia. My heart like *&^%$#@!
I almost cried just now. But what for seh I cry. I so didnt expect him to be like this. He is so so so decent and a great kind of guy seh. Why me eh? Weird seh. What did i do to you? No point talking about this seh. But like asdnlnfueiognkibfvgib! F**k sia! I sooooo cannot accept this.
I SO SO SO don't want to lose him as a fren seh. GEE la.

I bet you still do not know how my feelings towards you. If yes, maybe that's because you acted this way. But how come i can still be friend with you like normal as ever and you cannot? Do i deserved this? Okay lah, i know we just be friends this year seh. But somehow i treasure this friendship between you and me ALOT la seh. come on la. I just want it to be fair. Why act this way? All i know that, that attitude is SO NOT YOU okay. thats all. gee. idk why, i just feel i need to say sorry for dont know what reason la. Im sorry okay. :(