i never really been to gym for quite some time.running seems to be eating up all my energy now.i just couldnt believe that.this clearly shown that i've been putting on weight.tons of it.i love running.i was the school runner during junior school days, mind you.[im not being proud or whatever] gym today was worthless.me and sis end up having our lunch at a fast food restaurant instead of those healthy food like yoghurt or fruits and vegie.plus, i sprained my ankle and got a bum on my foot.its aching really badly.i could hardly walk.but still insist on going to giant and mac.dopey, i know.

i was playing around with my face trying to make funny faces to amuse this one lovable baby. end up feeling like a fool because that baby just pointed his middle finger to me. its obviously not on purpose, but it looks so real as though he got this conception of 'wth is this girl doing? showing me those awful faces?' i sat that feeling awful while my sister had a great laugh.

i was bloghopping through my friend's blog and found out that my close friend had a crush on me.boy, i appreciate that.but you and i know it is clearly that we cant go any further other than just friends.so yeah, i just want to make this thing clear to you if you have that thought in mind.being friends is way much better, dont you think so?

:D

i felt useless for not able to help you in anyways. the thought about you and your problems had been interfering my mind. i cant even concentrate during classes. i fear of you might think that i'm a useless girlfriend who gives no help. all i know i can give is the comfort and support. but that too i had trouble with. this obviously shows i'm at fault. i'll try to give you much support and much suggestion to solve your problems aight. i just can't bear to see you suffer on your own. meet you up soon, love. you've been missed. always.

good luck to that friend of mine who's going to NS in 6 months time.
say bubye to your hair. haha
and say hello to torture.
HAHA to you, baby face.

FUN! Very fun. Boyfriend go gugugaga when he saw Dad. And guess what, he said Dad is CUTE. Wth? Ok I miss boyfriend.

See that shirt? My dad warned me not to wear it again. Or else, it'll be BURNED. Sometimes, dads are crazy.

Weak and head spinning. Damn I hate to be in that state. Didnt went out the whole day. Basically I had no mood. Again, boyfriend and I quarrelled. Seems like this quarrell thingy had became our daily routine. Wth. I dont want to talk about it. Just looking forward to meet boyfriend tomorrow. I miss him too much. Plus, mom and dad wanna see him and just get to know him a lil more better. So yeah. Tomorrow is going to be great day.

Im loving my blogskin now! :D

Laughing. Hitting and biting each other. Fooling around and make fun of each other. Making each other jealous. Gosh. Today was fun with boyfriend even though it was a fast one. I waited for boyfriend to finish work. He was late for an hour. Nvm. I understand. Its his dream job. Comic freak! I just love today. And I know he do too. Not surprising if I would already be missing him right now. I want more of today exactly like what you wanted too. :D

Pissed with Izaki. Full stop. Sheesh.

I SWEAR SCHOOL WAS A FUCKING WASTE OF TIME TODAY. NO TEACHERS. NOT A LESSON CONDUCTED. I REGRETED COMING TO SCHOOL. I COULD DO ALOT OF THINGS DURING THOSE 6 HOURS OF DOING COMPLETELY NOTHING. ERGHH. THEREFORE, IM NOT COMING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. BUT THEN ITS A MUST TO COLLECT MY REPORT BOOK. -_-

I miss boyfriend really badly. And Im very lazy to attend school tomorrow. I wanna meet boyfriend, say sorry for those foolish acts and behaviour, sit beside him and be right there for him. I want him to give me those warm hugs and kisses. I dont want to get so easily jealous or whatever. And I just wanna let him know that he means alot to me. And of course, I love him with all my heart.

Second

Happy 2nd Month, Love :D

Raymond's Birthday

Yesterday Raymond's birthday. I had fun. But i feel bad at the same time because I didnt get him any present. Pfft. But it was a blast though.

When to Sakura to enjoy my favourite Hotplate Dengdeng fried rice. Yummy. Tomorrow is going to be the best day. If you have been paying attention to my blog. You should know what is tomorrow.

Jalan rayer with bf and friends. Me and him going to be stunning in black! weeee... ok happy.

:D

Hatred

Im really starting to detest my home, my family members. Everything I do is wrong. Everything they do is right. I dont wanna stay at this hell anymore sia.
PFFT!

With the Geeks

Okay. Im at Farah's house now. Supposedly to buy my contact's solution first but end up here instead. After school were great. Lunch at Banquet with the two Farahs, Syaifullah, Amni and myself. Farah Izzati's mind and thinking somehow happened to be slow today. Slower than mine, mind you. On the way to JP we were talkng about this longan.

Farah 1: Ala..this longan and i dont know what.

Farah 2[izzati]: Hahaha...longan and i dont know what.

Me: Oooo... longang and IDKW!

Farah 2: What is "W"?

Me: What la! -_____-

And another thing again. I was playing around with this 'Hanim'[minah] searching game according to clock direction.

I was like "Farah! Hanim at 3 oclock! 6 oclock! 11 oclock!" Farah went hay wire turning around like a confused woman. The funny thing is that when I said 11 oclock, Farah went to check her watch for 11 oclock direction but then her watch is a digital one! -___- Love it when I get to fool her. Haha. I really had fun hanging with this bunch of NERDS[no offence loved ones] haha. Results was utterly a dissapointment. Truly. Dont wanna talk about it. I need to change myself. I need to be in that study mood quite a lot of time so as to improve and eventually get good grades for my Os next year. I feel so dissapointed with myself.

:(

Sick

I didnt attend for two days straight with no particular reasons. And I really hope mentor wont ask for any letter tomorrow. I dont feel too good today. My body felt awkwardly awkward. And boyfriend is being unreasonable to be angry with me just now. Do you find it pathetic when your boyfriend get jealous over you buying present for your friend and not going out with him, when you both had just met yesterday? For goodness sake my dear, I need to balance my own time with you and my friends okay. Since we already met yesterday, give me the time to meet my friends whom I havent meet for quite some time. We could meet on sunday, right? Its not like yesterday was the last date or something. So chill okay. And ya. Im sorry Im treating you like how I used to treat you last time. This I got to settle on my own. I miss you dear. You know I do. Tkmo bingit2 okay. Love you, boyfriend.

Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya.
Thats practically almost what all the people in the net had been posting bulletins, commenting and blogging. Haha. So ya. And oh ya sms-ing! I've been receiving quite a lot of those rayer msges. Somehow irritating though. If me, I wouldnt bother to waste my sms doing all that. Might as well say infront of their faces. Today, morning of the first day rayer. Seems like raining. Darn. I'm at home and bored waiting for my relatives to come here. But so far, not yet one relatives came. Weird. I think they forgot about nenek. Pfft. Siak. Ok rayer mcm tk best.
I just cant wait to go out jalan rayer with boyfriend. Awesomely in black! Ooooo. Cant wait. And i miss him too much. Damn much.
I miss you love. <3333

Freedom

The killer paper were finally over. Biology was god damn difficult. I managed to finish the paper on the dot. Still, there were few blanks. Sheesh. Okay, lets not talk about it. Tomorrow is finally the final paper. And hell yeah Im going to celebrate. Rayer is the day after tomorrow. Excited or what. I love first day of rayer. I need not need to go out. Because all my relatives will be coming to my place FIRST. Obviously I have my grandmom at home. So yeah. Took advantage of it.

I wont be a surprise if there was a moshpit on that day. My home is already big enough but the people is too many. So yeah. Oh gee...cant wait!

^^!

Misses

Do nothing but just buke puase with boyfriend at LJS at jp. Boyfriend bought me a packet of my fav ciggies without me asking for it. How thoughtful heh? Mcm tahu je I'm in need of it. Met Eek after that. Then the chit chat session. We really for once talk alot seh today.

Despite my harsh words to you How I wish I could find a way to let you know how much you meant to me without me telling it.
<333

Boyfriend

I'm not in a good mood today. I just miss boyfriend. I just wanna say sorry for all those things which i think i did wrong. I know its rare to see me thinking like this. But hey, its a good thing right? At least Im thinking properly at last. -_- I miss you boyfriend. I miss you so much. You're the greatest thing I ever met. I love you, Ass. (=

Besok buke puase kat rumah me, okay?

Exams

End of year is the shit! 1 week is over and still got a week more to go. I fear those difficult subjects. Like BIOLOGY and CHEMISTRY. Omg. Scary man! Physics was okay? Hard? Easy? I have no idea. I seriously got no confidence whether i pass or not. :s

Whatever. I slept the whole afternoon. As usual my daily routine, watch Mimpi Manis 2 at 8 then my, mom and sis and bf head to Sheng Siong to buy some stuffs.
Bf become our servant. Cute sia watch him pushed the trolly. (=
Ate at Macdonalds. Mom seems to be liking Bf. Hahha. Woo! We got trouble in transfering the stuffs to the taxi. I swear it was goddamn heavy.
At last, we managed to transfer it to home with no injuries. LOL -_-
I accompanied Bf to take his cab home so yeah.
I got this catwoman spectacles for free! Nice or not?
I miss my friends! I miss them. And i miss the outside world. -_-
hahahahahahahaha

No Hiatus

I think right. I cant go on hiatus.

Simply because, every single day i get bored. And studying is boring.

So...im back. I simply can resist updating my blog and tell my everyday story.

hah. But then, its a confirm i end up with nothing to say one day. -_-

Exams is totally depressing.

Apisz became my victim cos i throw up all my anger at him. Thanks for being patient with me. I was too stressed at that moment.(:
Dont be shock, i actually got really stressed over Malay paper on sunday nite. I seriously thought i couldnt do the paper with confidence. I feared i might fail it again cos i failed it twice.

[Laugh at me all you want, I know im bad in Malay, SO?]

But phew, during the paper. I do it with calm. I didnt panicked. And alhamdullilah i complete both mly paper 1&2 in time. (=

Thurday im having maths paper. DIE DIE DIE

Supposedly to be schooling today,but i skipped. Tomorrow also. Me and my girlfriends had planned it early. We, five, skipped sch tmr. Great eh? -_-