from not trying to be angry with mum. she made and forced me too. im very dissapointed with myself. although i really dont intend to talk to her in that rude manner, i hurt her really alot. i hate it when she tried to do something when it supposed not to be done like that. cos in the end we, her children, cant accept it and then end up talkbing back to her rudely and then she go cursing here and there. we all dont intend to do that rude stuff, she somehow have that power like forcing us to do it.

whatever it is, im sorry mum. i love you alot than you had never expected.