i'm pretty mad at myself because the job searching i had planned for today got cancelled due to excessive sleepiness from myself. one of my myspace friend gave me some info about golden village needing part time worker. i'm pretty up for it since she told me that they didnt mind about fifteen years old. i've been thinking about getting a job at cinemas till i'd scripted out a line just incase if they mind about me being fifteen. "don't mind sir, honestly..do you think i look like a fifteen year old?" *giggles*

i just spent time with my friends, as an antipode to focused lonliness. loneliness of longing for a companionship. people says single life is freedom, joy and spontaneous. well thats true. but sometimes, i feel as though something is missing, or maybe someone. i see myself as a weakling. i need someone to support me and love me. speaking of love. being in love is the greatest feeling you've ever had, yeah? to think again, love can be boring. but still, you feel as though it completes you. thats how i feel. but not now. i'm incomplete.