tuesday

I woke up late today. Supposed to meet Wani at JP at 9. But i end up waking up at 9. haha.-_- Lucky her to know me so well cos she already had suspected that i confermed woke up late,so she didnt go out first. Okay. Pagi pagi da buat salah. Ish. Ate at MacDonald. Craving for Sausage Egg Mcmuffin for days. At last! Yummy. Ok i stop. haha. Reached school 30 minutes earlier. So we hang around at the canteen. Chem supp started. Teachers was late. I was just about to leave the class when Mrs Gan came in. I was like "Damn,baru nak cabot." hahaha.Then my friends ended up laughing at me. Ok. I slept throught the supp. Aha. I'm not surprised. I just couldnt concentrate cos I was so so sleepy and exhausted. Plus PMS. Stomach cramp attacked me. I was in damn pain. So that leads me to learn absolutely nothing for this supp. Might as well I dont come just now. Haiya. Oh well.

Msg beep me. Well, at least made me smile wide. Sha-Alien actually passed his TP. woo! :)))) Im so happy for him. My prays and hopes for him didnt go wasted. And ya, my mulut masin abes. haha.He was so delighted and happy. After all the failures, he passed at last. Like a totally YAY la. hahaha. Ok after that my cramps gone for awhile only. -_-

Afternoon, msged Fatin stating that i cant go out. Cos no bucks and stomach cramp. Then later, Faisal pm me at msn. He told me Remote performing at outside Cineleisure. Then i go beserk for awhile. All in my mind is that, i wanna see SUKMA perform! hahaha. I quickly called Fatin. Changed of plan. Lets go to town and see them perform. HAHA. [tros mood change] lol. Met Faisal there. Say hi and stuff. Remote performance was awesome despite the less crowd. But im still lovin it. I LOVE THEIR SONG! I want. I want. I want their single if they have seh. Aiya. All their originals is fucken nice and soothing to the ear. But not to Fatin. Fatin attitude sucks today. HAHA. Common la dear,show some support can? You with your whatever attitude. Okay tkpe. I still sayang you. Haha. Ok thats about it for today.

All i know. Im gonna be burung hantu today again. Sleep very very late. HAHA. ok go.

Saturday

Surprisingly,today's day were awesome plus cibai. Comic Strip performance brought alot of people to come down to esplanade to see them perform. Alot people. Esplanade was packed with scene kids,mat reps, skinheads, ska. So ya. I happened to see 'everyone' there. Saying hi here and there. Hugs and kisses given. Lol. It was fun though. I don't really enjoy the performance. Not that they are not good, it's just that im not so interested. Ok so what right? WHO GIVES? haha.
Make new friends and all. And the sweet thing is that, me and Fatin <3 wore the same top. Not exactly same la, just that it is Long sleeve yellow color shirt. UNplanned okay. LOL. So much for a coincidence.

Was about to leave esplanade when raihan approached me. He said something that upset my heart. I pity him so much. Budak-budak merepek yg buat hal ni, jalan sudah.MTL. [merepek tak layan!] Im so f**king pissed with them. Especially this one, whom i always hang out with and melekat with when i went out with them. You actually betrayed your own friend la seh. Gee. Okay da. Fullstop.

Took taxi with Raihan and Zul to Taka to meet Eek. Eek now working. And im already like a 'Boyfren' to her. Cos i will pick her up after work and we will go back together after that. haha. lol. Ate outside Paragon. And you wouldnt expect whom i actually saw. I saw THAT GOBLIN. And what he did to me? He IGNORED me. I was like wtf?! Text him then he replied, "sorry ah penunggu masjid hahahaha!" I was really damn pissed with him sia. My heart like *&^%$#@!
I almost cried just now. But what for seh I cry. I so didnt expect him to be like this. He is so so so decent and a great kind of guy seh. Why me eh? Weird seh. What did i do to you? No point talking about this seh. But like asdnlnfueiognkibfvgib! F**k sia! I sooooo cannot accept this.
I SO SO SO don't want to lose him as a fren seh. GEE la.

I bet you still do not know how my feelings towards you. If yes, maybe that's because you acted this way. But how come i can still be friend with you like normal as ever and you cannot? Do i deserved this? Okay lah, i know we just be friends this year seh. But somehow i treasure this friendship between you and me ALOT la seh. come on la. I just want it to be fair. Why act this way? All i know that, that attitude is SO NOT YOU okay. thats all. gee. idk why, i just feel i need to say sorry for dont know what reason la. Im sorry okay. :(

POTC

Ton-ed at comp again last night. Slept at 5.30 in the morning. I seriously find myself being weird lately. I couldnt sleep at night. I think I should be labeling myself as an OWL. LOL. I didnt expect myself to be that nocturnal. Hah. And so I skipped school again today. Just like me and my gfs had planned. But tmr I'm really confused whether to go or not go. Some say they're going, some say not. So who's side am I on? I dont know.

Woke up at 5 just now. Laze around for awhile. I persuade my small sister to accompany me to eat at JP. After a hard time persuading her, she finally agreed. We went to eat at Banquet. Full.

"Rynn, nak check movie ape ade?" So we went to GV. It was then then I realised that today is the premiere of POTC: At world's end. I gave my small sis a weird look. "NO NO! Orang tkde duit" "Ala..later i pay you okay?" We quarrelled. And bla bla bla. We finally decided to watch it.

POTC was fun. Believe me it was the only episode I see. And its the first. Haha. OKay whatever.I had fun watching. That's all i care. Do watch it. It will not be a waste of your money for sure.

tues and wed

TUESDAY
I skipped sch that day. Purposedly actually. LOL. For what? I also dont know. Simply lazy i guessed. Did nothing but just hang around with my friend.No need to elaborate on that.
At night met Eek. Hang around again. And then I ton-ed at comp again. Slept at 4.15am. And to my surprise,I could wake up the next day to school with no problems. Bahh.
WEDNESDAY
Go to school. Reached. I panicked. I searched the canteen. No sign of them.
"Riskal, kau nmpk wani ngan aisyah??? Mane seh dieorang?"
I panicked like hell seh. Because I really thought I'm going to be alone for the whole day at sch. At parade square,Aisyah tapped my back. I go "AAAHHHH! Korang dtg pon, aku ingat tk sia. Kalau tidak aku mati seh sorang2" LOL.
IT enrichment was like f*** today. Really. I slept halfway.
Me and my 5 gfs planned to skip school tmr. For fun they say. Since this week is the last week. YAY. haha.
But then tmr no planned. Gee. Lemme find someone to lepak with tmr. haha.
:D

Dreamt of goblin every now and then.
He's the one I guessed.
But fat hope. :(

movie marathon

School was boring as usual. Stupid chairman didnt attend school. Oh fcuk her for that. Eek and Raihan kept disturbing me about sunday morning. Haha. No elaboration on that.

After school went to Ndyah house. For what? Movie Marathon as usual. These few days,me and my friends had this thing goin on. Konon2 nye kat wayang arh tengah tengok movie. haha.
But this time the house is not that full. The guys werent there except for Hidafie. So we watched Bangku Kosong, Apocolypto and 300.Banku Kosong scare the hell out of us. Me and Wani could win the best scream award. LOL. haha. It was fun though. Apocolypto was vicious. It is s GORE. Really. You could see people got their head chopped off and their heart tore off from the body ALIVE. ee.. same goes to 300. It is so gore that Wani went back home first. haha. Funny la she. Okay. After all that me and Eek were the last to leave the house.

Now bored. really am.
Gee....
Miss goblin.

goblin

-Best online mate ever.
-Late night talks.
-Supper early in the morning.
-Kissed.
-Hold hands.
-Shyness.
-Best-friend.
-Hero.
-Sweet Chocalety Dreams.

Now, nothing. What happened? Dont know. Why happened? Dont know.
It is so sudden. Refused to tell why. Hate this. Really hate this.
Want the old times back. Plssss?
Feeling started since that day. The day when first talked.
Adore.
Like.
Love? Could be.
But fat hope for all. Seems to be ignoring.
Tried to talk normally and friendly as ever like last time. Still gave that uhmmmm attitude.
What to do? No idea.
Gee.

FRIDAY

Out with my dearest darling, Fatin. Usual stuff we did. Ate at Far East Plaza and then buy ciggies. Then went to Esplanade,hang out. Did alot of camwhoring. Jyeah. And it was crap. Bahh. We are so bitchy at that time. Saw cute guys and we went gugugaga! hahaha. Like gee... But we had fun. yeah yeah. Met Eek and then Hairil,Wan and the friends. Hang around at esp till 3..Me and Eek got bored and we took NR5 to pioneer mall. What for? EAT! hahahaha. Hungry la seh. =) 5. 30am then off to home. bahh.

SATURDAY

Today woke up at 2.30pm due to the freaking vibration of my phone. Amali called. AMALI. The guy who actually buwey me. Supposed to go for a date last 2 weeks,found him at esplanade with his peeps. Darah up la seh. Okay. I seriously dont know why out of the blue he called. He say sorry and stuff. Oh what the hell. Evening,met my neighbour. He planned to go to town together because he want one ciggies. Bahh. Met him at the red block. So we took the train together. I happened to change plan. No town but esplanade. My friends are all there. So he alight at raffles place alone. haha. ok shh. First time actually talked to him in person. Bahh! Okay then. Met Family Band and Fatin<3.>

Then went home. Bought McSpicy meal for supper. yumyum. *burp!* hahaah!

Okay-Okay fun la today.

And I miss SHARIN. that goblin. =(

band resume.

The first half day of the school today was a HORROR. Really. I got back my result and it was atrocious. Maths Paper 1, Physics and Biology. All of them, F. Gee...But at the same time, i am not surprised though. Yah, i already knew im going to do bad in all of them. No hope, easy said. Okay,enough of the horror. The other half of day, which i truly had no idea that it was today, we had IT enrichment course. So a YAY for that cause we're in the lab for the other half of the day. Tommorow is awesome, going to have IT enrichment course the whole day. No lessons. Wooh! haha.

School's over. I got to hug my baby Euphonium again. I miss playing with it. Okay, the band practice today were okay i guess. Not as bored as i expected it to be. We played new songs. Like the Seventh Night of July, Lover and I only care about you. Prefered Seventh Night of July the best. It was a Grade 5 songs okay. So yeah. Then we had Games for the last hour. It was lame and fun at the same time. I sure didn't want to elaborate on it.

Jiranku, besok kalau nak gi town, pegi same2 okay?

Say yes ok best!

Nites people. Im up to do some last minute school work. -.-

new.

new.
today is marking day. so it a holiday for all jvsian. a HOLIDAY okay.
but i wasted it as i spent the day at home. like gee. this is due to tonning at the computer last nite. cool eh? lol. and so i slept like a lazy pig till 3. and then i woke up. wanted to go out but i found myself stuck to the sofa. so i didnt. bahh! im like so lazy la today. haha.
tmr sch start. and i supposed teacher will be giving out the MYE papers. im sooo gonna do bad in all of it. i think. hurhur. =(

muhd ridzwan bin rahmat, friday can or not? haha

nites.
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