like finally for once i actually spent my weekends at home. astonishing, i could say. cause a person like me certainly wouldnt want to stick their bottom at home doing nothing except for spending time infront of the large screen with a remote and biscuits beside you and then you'll be clicking on the remote,changing channels non-stop since you couldnt find anything that interest you. its obvious that i dont have much to say since there is nothing really happening this weekend. only that i regretted not turning up for yesterday's gig at BB. i missed my old friends alot. perhaps that day was the only day that we were so called re-united for once. but i had to cancel it cause my dad just came back home yesterday. ironically, curfew starts again.

i came across to this book among my school books inside the 'book box'. the book which i thought i lost it. it was our book. flip through the pages and those posts almost made burst into tears. but i held it. its worthless crying for you, i remind myself that countless times. i miss you again. *roll eyes* no worries, i bet this feeling wont last long. i think.