okay, one thing i wanna talk about is that about my current life right now. people have been contacting me. and i have been talking to different people. i hate it. but i hate to be called arrogant. i could fucking call myself a swinger right now. girl being a swinger? geee...fuck myself for that. perhaps i could start being arrogant right now. should i?
i want my boyfriend back. atleast i could only contact with him. atleast my life is peaceful. atleast i could only love one person and thats him. but dream on nabilla, he wouldnt come back. he never will.

cousins wedding tomorrow. looking forward to it.